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The death of dreams

 

As i walk through the unforgiving landscape of my own mind

i see the vines of my own failures intertwine

It pains me to see all the time i had to work, sweat, bleed and not achieve my goal.

An icy grip freezes my heart as the flaming tongues of regret char my soul

But i don't care. for greatness i have no limitations

i can't wait to get better. i'm brewing with impatience

i try to go to sleep. but all i do is toss and turn

There's so much i haven't done there's so much to learn

There's fire inside me and can feel the burn

It hurts but in a good way. It makes me want. It makes me yearn

i walk through neighborhood to see the result of broken dreams

Society killed them. Their eyes. they used beam

i hate seeing my loved ones crumble and cry

And they warn me. About the mistakes they made but i don't know why

i don't fear the death of dreams i hold my head up high

My eyes stay forward locked on my prize

When i fall i get up again today will not be my demise

Unchained by my own mental bounds forever more i rise

i soar i soar and i don't stop until i reach the skies

i know im black i know i have to to work twice as hard

And i do work indefinitely i don't get the privilege card

Willingly i help my other friends who have fallen

They resent but i inspire them i know they can go all in

Walled in, they're alone and they're scared i think they're crestfallen

But nevermind that i think ive gone awry

On the quest to find greatness i have me myself and i

And the quest is dangerous theres a great chance you might die

i don't fear the the death of dreams i hold my head up high

i pray for true love

 

I walked to the store and found a dead man

He was killed cause he was a gay man

I live in a world where i have to take man

I'm too busy i have no time to make man

All i know is when push comes to shove

i pray for blessings all the way from above

i always pray for new love

i pray for true love

i walk all up and down the street

i see brothers killing brothers just for a piece of meat

i see baby brothers and baby sisters that got nothing to eat

As i see all this i move faster and faster

i went to my pastor and said how can i master

How get past the pain how can i move past her

How can i deal with the discrimination in our nation

How my people have to have a shell like a crustacean

How i have spots of darkness like a dalmatian

How i have to thrive off of donations

And you know what he said

His words still ringing in my head

All i know is when push comes to shove

i pray for blessings all the way from above

i always pray for new love

i pray for true love

i see people riding around in a nice and fancy benz

While i see other people struggling, seeing life through a different lens

My own mother has to go through a spiritual cleanse

Cause she knows what coming and has to fight till the end

How can you go through life without thinking of other people's pain

You just sit there uncaring in your money and fame

You have no ideas of what we’re going through

i know you cash cows are sitting there saying moo moo moo

i don't understand why we should care about you

Hold up let me tell you all what i do

All i know is when push comes to shove

i pray for blessings all the way from above

i always pray for new love

i pray for true love

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